Still Missin You

Kina 2008

I scratch nine lines on the side of my heart

Wishing for nine lives

Like nine lies

Beneath sunken rose petals

That have long died

Not only did I cry but your children cried too

I gaze from my window

Only my longing stare can scratch the surface

To unearth this feeling I get

When thinking of you

Almost nine years have past now

Longed for hundreds of sunsets now

Missin your kiss and your smile

my heart never to let go

Asked your permission a along time ago

That if these times past

One day I would renew my soul

She my new heart first like you

Second in this life

Carries a ring

That defines her my wife

Our children now hers

Our life’s goals now renewed

But between two new sets of brown eyes

Maybe one day to bring two more new

Never to forget the love in store

And never forgetting my first heart you

When I become a spirit

My heart split in two

But then I’ll know you

Again as my friend

from the beginning

So comes the end

I scratch nine lines on the side of my heart

Wishing for nine lives

Like nine lies

Beneath sunken rose petals

That have long died

Not only did I cry but your children cried too

Still and always missin you