Only He Can

She found me

I was in a state of wandering

Wondering where the rings that circled out

Reflecting the sky from my thoughts

Would return

In a pond leaving my center empty

She gave me purpose

A new definition for life

Our birth signs the same

Plus twenty-two cycles around the sun

Pisces roam in pairs

Her yang for my ying

Circled endlessly

I could create words for her

Engulfing our twoness

Into oneness

Like one nest

That we were fated to make home

She called me baby

As She chewed up and fed me dreams

Visions of our future

I ate well

Like she was the well that quenched me

She was the half full

While my half was fuller

Overflowing into fantasy

Of what would happen next

Perplexed

That god could give us anything less than

Perfect.

Only he can add One and One

And get One

And we were now

ONE

Still Missin You

Kina 2008

I scratch nine lines on the side of my heart

Wishing for nine lives

Like nine lies

Beneath sunken rose petals

That have long died

Not only did I cry but your children cried too

I gaze from my window

Only my longing stare can scratch the surface

To unearth this feeling I get

When thinking of you

Almost nine years have past now

Longed for hundreds of sunsets now

Missin your kiss and your smile

my heart never to let go

Asked your permission a along time ago

That if these times past

One day I would renew my soul

She my new heart first like you

Second in this life

Carries a ring

That defines her my wife

Our children now hers

Our life’s goals now renewed

But between two new sets of brown eyes

Maybe one day to bring two more new

Never to forget the love in store

And never forgetting my first heart you

When I become a spirit

My heart split in two

But then I’ll know you

Again as my friend

from the beginning

So comes the end

I scratch nine lines on the side of my heart

Wishing for nine lives

Like nine lies

Beneath sunken rose petals

That have long died

Not only did I cry but your children cried too

Still and always missin you

Hannika 2008

To: Hannika

When We are new together

Understand me

When I say

I just want to Take things slow

So I can Get to know

Why you chose me to be the one you want to Know

going into the sunset watching nature’s glow

Holding on to a memory created so we don’t let go

Like walking in the park instead on being on the road

Loving every minute we are together like we are joined by the soul

When you’re gone missing your presence like I don’t want to let go

Us sewing silver linings on storm clouds till the rain beholds

Our hearts making new things grow

Hand in hand we walk beneath rainbows

Into the sunshine you and sweet ebony will go

Why?

Cause we took it slow

A sweet sista Hannika

Just wants you to know

Take it slow

and maybe just maybe

we will know

LOVE